Almost 2 years later and it still feels surreal that my dad is no longer here, time goes so quickly yet so slowly. You was my best friend dad, I am so grateful that I have all our memories to cherish, I can not put into words how much I love and miss you. My heart is broken, I would do anything to get one more moment with you. Anyone who knew my dad knew he was the most amazing, thoughtful and loving man, I will never understand why bad things happen to good people. When I got a phone call from my Nanna to tell me dad was in hospital and we had to leave, I panicked, I thought he would be fine, I geneuinely thought the only possible reason why he would be in hospital would be because he would have been defending somebody and putting a stop to somebody's vile behaviour while he was on his way to visit his friend in a London hospital and managed to get hurt, this is what was going through my mind in the car. I miss him so much! My absolute world, my hero and my role model. I love you dad, I'll always be your little girl Xxx

I miss you so much mate. I try to avoid thinking about you because when I do I get so upset that you are gone it breaks my heart. It's not the same without you x

Adam, yesterday my son was born. It breaks my heart that you won't meet him. I know you will watch over him and be his angel from up above. But it's still so sad that I could not phone you and share my excitement with you. It's so sad that you won't be able to buy him a ridiculous present as you always did. Hope you like his name? Teddy Adam Coen, named after the best man I know........ Teddy sheringham ....., oh yeah ..... And you...... Love you mate and I miss you every day x x x